Completion

Times were tense a few weeks before
The odds were low and stakes are high
Struggling to survive and pass the time
Hoping to do our best to pass the test

Time as we know carry on just fine
Day by the day we kept moving ahead
One by one we slowly encounter
And completed the final stages in this chapter

Splendid joy rolls over the horizon
The smell of relief fills the air
Glorious days seen ahead of me
With happy thoughts trap in my head

I am no longer carrying a burden with me
I am no haunted by my thoughts
I will enjoy my break till the last of it
And I will return to go over it all over again

Concealed thoughts

I tried writing something to post for a few days already. It's usually not difficult to write something when you got something in mind. Just like now, it took me quite a long time to figure out how to continue this sentence. Although I just took a nap and did nothing for the rest of the day, I felt very sleepy and exhausted.

The feeling of disappointment after putting so much effort in something is just like a turnover from victory to defeat. Not to mention another enemy which is standing next on the list and not far away is also one of the most that I fear. For those who are taking examinations alongside me would know what I'm talking about.

So how do you recover from such a hit? How do you bear such a hit and still manage to stand up and continue fighting? This would be the question I would have to answer as soon as possible because if I don't, then let just say even god can’t help me. For now, I would just have to bear with the disappointment and continue to concentrate on the next fight.

Though I always give faith and words of encouragement to others, it seems like I keep none for myself. My nights become restless, my dreams of late were all haunted, and the feeling of falling grew deeper day by day. "sigh"….

Hold On

Time passes by quickly
Yesterday we were whining
Today we are in the middle of it
Soon it will be all over

A day of celebration awaits us
The day were friendship prevails
The smile that lies on the face
Tells you that you've done the best

No regret for now
No regret forever
Note that we will do nothing
That will make us miserable

Fight till the end
Bleed till the last drop
We've given all our very best
And we should be proud of it

Hold on for a little longer
Make it a journey worth remembering…

Solace

All my friends out there, tomorrows the day we've been waiting for, the day we've been working our asses off for and the day that will be bring an end to another chapter in our life. Weeks passes by, all the times we wish we could go back but we couldn't, but all that matters now is that there is "no regret".

No matter what the achievement or failure that will be bestowed upon us, we will receive. We will receive with a smile on our face that indicates that there is no stopping for us, no giving up and that we will hold on to our pride. Honor to our achievement and inspiration to our failure.

By going through this stage in our life we will be granted the one thing that only time can show. One of the most valuable possession that will guide us trough upcoming events we are about to encounter. The thing that no one is able to take from you or for you to pass it on to somebody: Experience…

With this, it shows that there are more reasons for us to live with. More options that we can choose. And that examination is not the end of the world. Do not be burden by all the thoughts and feelings that make you down. Your friends are always with you. Just make the best of what you have… =)

The time has come

The days drew nearer
Your fears grow deeper
The hearts thumps faster
Cool sweat from your back
Rolls down to your spine

Just like in the middle of a war
With a weapon in your hand
And only you
Against an army of theories
And endless lines of equations

The ground shakes
Dry wind curl through your face
As you take a deep breath
And look an eye with your enemy
The war is about to begin!!!

From afar you feel the heat
The difficulty that is about to hit you
But be shaken you will not be
For you will stand your ground
And fight till the end

Fear is always in your heart
Cursing you till the end
But that's the way it is
For you will meet them in battle
And none the less…

Piece of paper

Books, dictionaries, pens, calculators: all the fundamental weapons that can be seen used by all who call themselves a student. Forcing ourselves up every day early in the morning to get ready for class but in our heads, we are willing to go back to bed anytime.

And there we go, attending hours and hours of lectures and tutorials just for the sake of the attendance and also to show our pretty face to our lecturers. Never knowing exactly what's happening in class or whatever the man or lady standing in front is babbling about. Anyway, that’s what we do, just sit there and dream in the world of our own and let the clock tick by and awaiting the phrase "that's all for the day" from the lecturer.

14 weeks of college life just pass by just like that. Then it comes, so called judgment day. 2 weeks of frustration, pressure, boredom, anything u can imagine that you wouldn't want to see in your life comes back to you again. Everyone starts to become silent; friends will turn over all your invitations, there's no mood for anything that you would like to do, and some even will look pale and finally fall sick…

Why??? Why does this process repeatedly come to us every time and we still take the chance to go through with it???

I'll tell u why… It's just because of a simple piece of cheap paper that cost no more than your everyday meal. We strive and strive and strive, never knowing what or till where we can achieve and just blindly follow the courses offered to us never knowing for what advantages or why the courses are made for us.

This is the 21st century. That's how the way things are these day. Study for a paper, suffer like hell, and get a damn piece of paper which offers a life in the near future. And for the later days of your life, that paper is just a souvenir that you put it in the cabinet and collect dust!!! ~.~