Time in HELL

How of a sudden thing can turn out to be. Just at the prick of time where I thought that there was going to be too much time for me this holiday, I received “news”. I couldn’t say it was bad, though I also never thought of it as a good thing. Which idiot implements this stupid idea? Which joker thought of this plan as if it would be of such help?

Tell me, what the heck can you do in three months besides being a pest around others you merely know? Not mention a generation gap that would place me in another different world. It’s kind of hard for me to make a move when I don’t know nothing about the world I’m in. Just like in the movies where you’ll be watching a foreign movie without subtitles!!!

Sigh, tired but restless. Worn out but cannot stop and sleepy but no room for slumber. At this moment in life, time seems to slow its pace. Every tick on the clock you seem to be able to hear. Believe me, this is the first stage in hell and it goes deeper deeper deeper and deeper.

~~666~~

Morning Slumber

Dawn approaches. Bright and sharp light peeped across the horizon, piercing through my eyes. It was the start of a long long holiday. One that would most probably gime some time for me to clear my head. I lie in bed , pulling my blanket over my head to stop the light from hurting my eye. Feeling cozy and lazy to ge out of bed, I started to woder off again in my dreams that brought me back in time.

Just as it seems not long ago, a year, or should i say, almost a year... had passed. A year where many of us were doubtful we can manage to succeed but now, I think we had manage to go through thos stage in life. Funny as it may seem i myself and the people around me put on smiling faces and confident footsteps everyday and everytime we meet but in our hearts, we know that there is a wave coming right at us with a sting so sharp none of us can ignore or fail to realize.

The pressure of studying is an illness which can be fatal to some and dangerous to many. Yes, it has brought many success but beware, also had dragged many into a pool misery. From there, friends come into place to help you get out of the hole. People that doesn't carry or flow the same blood as yours, surrounds your life and lends a hand.

We see each othere day by day. Goofong around, kidding, the happy memories that rest in our hearts and the days of difficulty, where there is always a soul to listen when you speak ans a soul to show you the silver lining in the dark side of the clouds. That is what friends are for. It is a blessing that we will not forget each other... "Friends Forever"... :)

BZ BZ BZ

Hey, sori 4 not updatin lately, kinda busy lately.... (#.#)

Neway, you've haven't seen d laz of me and i'll be bac...

Hope to c u soon yo'll....

Bye...


~~~zou~~~

Updates Yo!!!

Well well well…. Its been some time since I’ve updated my blog… Not to say I’m busy but lazy would be quite d rite word… haha… Neway, I’m back yo’ll n I’ve got some treats for all…
Movie lovers brace urself and get ready for the latest news that might blow ur mind coz comin up your way is a whole bunch of blockbusters!!!
Yesssss, word have reached my ears of some of the potential future release movie… hehehe… ;)

For car n action movie lovers… u gotta get ur eyes and head into this…
The fast and the furious 4
Cast: Vin Diesel, Paul Walker, Michelle Rodriguez, Jordana Brewster, john Ortiz….
Release date: summer 2009

Hey, the pink panther diamond have been stolen, OMG, wat to do??? Wat to do??? Idiot!!! Leave it to d world’s greatest detective…
Pink panther 2
Release date: 13 January 2009
Genre: comedy (very very hilarious)

Bad guys watch out.. U think u can do something against da rule and get away with no consequences??? Think again!!! U r dead wrong… He’s coming for u!!!!
The punisher 2
Release date: December ???
Genre: Action(could be very devastating)

And for those of you who think that you are d most vicious creatures in this planet, wait till u enter the…
Twilight
Release date: 27 November 2008
Cast: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, Michael Welch, Peter Facinelli, Kellan Lutz, Taylor Lautner.
Genre: Action, horror & romance…

Come on man.. u think that’s it??? U think that’s anough??? Nop, not even close!!!zoom zoom!!
Bolt (cartoon- Disney producers)
Release date: 27 November 2008
Cast: John Travolta, Miley Cyrus, Malcolm McDowell, Nick Swardson.

Does d name Frank Martin ring a bell??? Sounds familiar?? Yup, he’s back, d man just next in line that most probably can take down james bond head on…
Transporter 3
Release date: 4 December 2008
Cast: François Berléand, Jason Statham, Natalya Rudakova, Robert Knepper.
Genre: Action

Wait a minute… take a deep breath.. I noe u very exhausted d , me too, my finger pain looo… Booommm…
The day d earth stood still
Release date: 11 December 2008
Cast: Keanu Reeves, Jennifer Connelly, Kathy Bates, Jaden Smith.

In the world of martial arts… there’s only one rule… kill or get killed!!! Tony Jaa returns with his second sequel of gracious fighting skill…
Ong Bak 2
Release date: 15 january 2008
Cast: Tony Jaa

And last but not least… The continuity of vampires vs lycans that have been raging since before the dawn of time comes back to the screens when you enter the….
Underworld – Rise of the Lycans
Release date: 22 January 2008Cast: Michael Sheen, Bill Nighy, Rhona Mitra, Shane Brolly.

Phew… I guess that’s enough for the day.. See ya!!! :)

Gracias

Seems just like yesterday
Those restless nights that passes by
Moments that none may want to encounter
Times that we never want to spend

Finally the awaited day came before me
The revealence from the battle itself
Anxious I can say before the words came to me
And a little fear leak through my heart

And all of a sudden:
There is was, the list of completion
Victorious I can say from what I possess
But not as flawless as I had hoped

Nevertheless I had did my best
Given all I’ve got from what I have
With a little luck that smiled at me
I’m happy that this is the end product

I'm ever gratefull..... :)

fungus growth

It is the first week of coll. It wasn't so bad when d thought of comin back here to KL arise but now, time seems to slowly passes by one second at a time.... N i really mean sllllooooooowwww...........

lolx, few reasons 4 it actually.Back in penang for my holidays, i took my laptop 4 service n d technician say it would probabaly take a week or 2 finish repairing. Ok lo, so i waited.... n waited.... n waited.... 2 weeks was d duration of my holidays n guess wat!!! d day i planned 2 go back to coll in d middle of the highway when i was driving back to KL d operator call me n say my laptop ok d....
Wat d heck!!! wat am i goin 2 do? too late d ler... shit..

ok nv'mind... summore my mp3, oso i took it 4 service in penang n till now d operator no call me yet. 1 month comin d lo, service take tat long 1 meh... haih, dunno wat to say to they all, summore is sony 1 lo... such a gud brand but such a slow service provided.

No music, no movies, no get 2 on9, no tis no tat... no entertainment at all!!!!

summore coll 1st week, nothin 2 do, so do wat ni???

GROW FUNGUS!!!

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Completion

Times were tense a few weeks before
The odds were low and stakes are high
Struggling to survive and pass the time
Hoping to do our best to pass the test

Time as we know carry on just fine
Day by the day we kept moving ahead
One by one we slowly encounter
And completed the final stages in this chapter

Splendid joy rolls over the horizon
The smell of relief fills the air
Glorious days seen ahead of me
With happy thoughts trap in my head

I am no longer carrying a burden with me
I am no haunted by my thoughts
I will enjoy my break till the last of it
And I will return to go over it all over again

Concealed thoughts

I tried writing something to post for a few days already. It's usually not difficult to write something when you got something in mind. Just like now, it took me quite a long time to figure out how to continue this sentence. Although I just took a nap and did nothing for the rest of the day, I felt very sleepy and exhausted.

The feeling of disappointment after putting so much effort in something is just like a turnover from victory to defeat. Not to mention another enemy which is standing next on the list and not far away is also one of the most that I fear. For those who are taking examinations alongside me would know what I'm talking about.

So how do you recover from such a hit? How do you bear such a hit and still manage to stand up and continue fighting? This would be the question I would have to answer as soon as possible because if I don't, then let just say even god can’t help me. For now, I would just have to bear with the disappointment and continue to concentrate on the next fight.

Though I always give faith and words of encouragement to others, it seems like I keep none for myself. My nights become restless, my dreams of late were all haunted, and the feeling of falling grew deeper day by day. "sigh"….

Hold On

Time passes by quickly
Yesterday we were whining
Today we are in the middle of it
Soon it will be all over

A day of celebration awaits us
The day were friendship prevails
The smile that lies on the face
Tells you that you've done the best

No regret for now
No regret forever
Note that we will do nothing
That will make us miserable

Fight till the end
Bleed till the last drop
We've given all our very best
And we should be proud of it

Hold on for a little longer
Make it a journey worth remembering…

Solace

All my friends out there, tomorrows the day we've been waiting for, the day we've been working our asses off for and the day that will be bring an end to another chapter in our life. Weeks passes by, all the times we wish we could go back but we couldn't, but all that matters now is that there is "no regret".

No matter what the achievement or failure that will be bestowed upon us, we will receive. We will receive with a smile on our face that indicates that there is no stopping for us, no giving up and that we will hold on to our pride. Honor to our achievement and inspiration to our failure.

By going through this stage in our life we will be granted the one thing that only time can show. One of the most valuable possession that will guide us trough upcoming events we are about to encounter. The thing that no one is able to take from you or for you to pass it on to somebody: Experience…

With this, it shows that there are more reasons for us to live with. More options that we can choose. And that examination is not the end of the world. Do not be burden by all the thoughts and feelings that make you down. Your friends are always with you. Just make the best of what you have… =)